Forgotten Beauty
I had my chance
To escape your grasp
Yet still I remain
Forever bound by this misery
Never to know any happiness
Beyond the grave but
For this hope that I may
Arise and shine for you
In beautiful rapture and
Glorious pallor to show
Everyone that what
They throw away is
The very key to their
Understanding of the
Future that awaits them.
Yet this beauty I hold
And these truths you avoid
Make me shine in your darkness
As the last, brightest ruby with
Such exquisite a carving that
All you may obtain is but a glimpse
And grow in your jealousy of this
Power I hold in which you
Will never understand.

Your Painted Canvas

I painted my hair
Colored this face,
Renovated this appearance
To show you a lie you always
Wished to see.
But you never would have
Guessed that these stars
Bled for you.
Cried for your warmth
And prayed for the redemption
In your hands.
Nothing changed.
So I'll strip myself bare.
Show you the skin without the
Paint, remodel this lie to truth
And cleanse myself of your image.
After all, the unloved always
Remain so, even in the light
Of your heart. Though I stayed
Just for you, never knowing
The pain I felt everyday for
So long, I'll find myself
And show you the broken
Pieces of my heart.

Currently Listening Candyass By Orgy Platinum see related

Ever wondered why humanity has to complicate everything? It's all so simple until it begins to be analyzed. Take rain perhaps, pure simple, it happens. Yet we have to complicate it by analyzing...how does it work? why does it do that? is it a set time it happens? Who cares? IT'S RAIN. Just like life, we scurry about from school, to home, to work, to anywhere but staying and relaxing because we believe that, in order to live, we must have this and that...do this or that. It's all so, well, complicated. It was so much simpler when all we had to worry about was just surviving. But then we had to start thinking analytically. Why are we alive? Could we do this, make it easier to live? What can make it easier? "*think. think.think.* That's it!". It's amazing we've even come this far and unfortunately, we have overpopulation due to this type of thinking instead of just thinking of where to get our next meal, shelter, or water. After this thinking came, of course, interaction.

 Interaction--led to bartering--led to greed--led to inventing--led to copying--led to patenting--led to advertisement and promotion--led to today. Where will we have to end up to realize what we're doing?

(Sorry, always gotta have that eye candy  )

Currently Listening Candyass By Orgy Dizzy see related

Hey there peeps...just sittin' here at home. Listening to Orgy. Unfortunately after 7 months of going without cutting, I have done it again. But it is a place where people couldn't possibly see it. I wish Kim could come down here, even if it were just for a couple hours. She's so amazing and understanding, just like Andrea. If it weren't for both of them I know I'd be dead by now.

I'm jealous of Kim's hubby...he gets her more than we do :'( ...oh well...just something I guess I'll have to deal with. Besides that..school's goin' ok and work is getting better...more stuff to do rather than just stand there all day.

:p MORE EYE CANDY?! OF COURSE (i know..im insane..but that's YOUR problem)

“We want to make people stop in their tracks,” says vocalist Jay Gordon. “We may have gone a little bit out there musically on our first two records, but this time we focused on the songwriting. It’s just time to really connect with our fans. We just want people to go, ‘This is worthy.’ And of course we want the girls to think, ‘I want to sleep with every member of that band.’”